I woke up this morning with my heart and mind in a thousand places. I couldn’t understand what exactly was going on. I just felt like instead of relaxing I was wrestling.
Wrestling with thoughts that were not produced by me. It was like I couldn’t get focused on one thought because so many more were coming.
That’s when my thoughts began to run together. Instantly, I realized that I was being attacked mentally, I began to pray.
God then began to show me that the spirit of fear was present. The fear of losing myself and everything I have worked so diligently for. The enemy was trying to convince me that I wasn’t doing enough; that here we are day 20 of the year and I haven’t done what I said I was going to do.
After praying and immediately accepting what God had shown me I went and…
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